Possible

Coal turning into a diamond.
Double rainbows after a rain storm.
A baby growing inside of me.

If all these are possible then how much more that I haven't seen yet? Some days my hope and faith wanes and my heart hurts thinking things will never get any better. But I have to believe they will...even if it takes five more years.

I see beautiful, sunshiny days at the park with my son.
I see smiles and laughter and love as I play with Josh in the future.
I see the joy in James' eyes at the magic of Disney Land his first time there.