Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Emotional Rollercoaster




27 weeks and 136 lbs. Doc gave me a glucose monitor to test my levels. Next appointment in 2 weeks. If my blood sugar stays relatively normalish hopefully I won't have to take pills. Have to start going to the doctor every 2 weeks now. Getting close. Only 3 months to go!

Pregnancy has been crazy and a learning experience so far. I am super thankful my morning sickness only lasted a couple months. The back aches and swollen feet are nothing compared to feeling sick all the time. The one thing that has sucked is the emotional roller coaster. I have always been super emotional anyways but now it's like I can't control it. The tiniest little thing will set me off and I will cry and cry like my heart is breaking over nothing. Most recently Josh and I were grocery shopping, right after I found I had gestational diabetes. I told him to make sure to get yogurt. He told me I couldn't have that because it has too much sugar. And...I burst into tears in the middle of the grocery store and couldn't stop crying. It was soooooooo embarrassing!!! And there are some days where I just feel really sad and depressed all day long. But that may just be cabin fever.

1 comment:

Ashlie said...

wow ya cant hide that bowling ball anymore lol!